This is for the broken hearted

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel.

Empty,

betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't

want to

laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but

you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.

You feel

like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but

you know

soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.

You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this

person has

done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them.

And

everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much,

then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part,

you

don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt

you the

most, and normally the ones you love the most. And

then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief,

like you're

getting happy again, but you know inside that you're

just

going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're

back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You

thought

you got over them, but really, you just stopped

showing it.

And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep

scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one

understands

how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter

who they

are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it

has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the

true pain

you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you

learn that

basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling

starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down,

right there,

because you know you've had enough, the tears just

instantly

start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't

care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights

lying awake

in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars

and fear

of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you

know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them

back, if

you ever even had them in the first place. After about

a million

tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back

together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your

eyes

burn with the tears you are trying to hold back.

Everyone

says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And

that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you

had

from this, and you realize that people are horrible.

You're still

hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone

thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you

know

you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your

heart

yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for

some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and

wonder

how one person could have caused all of this..